Over my Head, Under my Heart

I have decided that my blog needed some work. After much thought I have come to the conclusion that I must depart from my old blog title of "Peace, Love, and Soul" to "Over my Head, Under my Heart". I really think that this is a better representation of my life right now.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm over my head in a lot of areas in life. I often wonder why God has decided to put me in a place where I feel like a rookie in a place of veterans. If you even realized the Biblical maturity of much of my church you would understand where I am coming from. The question that constantly comes to my mind is this: how can I lead a church of experienced leaders? How can I be the leader for them? But then again that is how my head feels and not my heart.
Although I feel overwhelmed a lot of times, my heart feels differently. My love for God is the only thing that is keeping me going. I am so in love with God and so thankful that He has decided to bring me to this church; I really have no words to express how I feel right now. I have realized over the past four months of ministry that although I may be inexperienced, that my heart is about as strong as any other believer in Christ. I may not know how to lead or what to teach to keep the attention of those more experienced than me, but I will always love all of them with every ounce of my heart.
So over my head and under my heart has to be the title of my blog, because it is the title of my life. If you have any comments for me please leave them. I would love to listen to what you have to say.

Peace, LOVE, and Soul
Larry

P.S. Old habits die hard.